Ryan Donnelly's Blog

Finding My Fire


My whole life I was a fighter, mentally more so than physically.  Had somewhat of a swagger that made me feel and appear pretty confident.  Some time ago when I started drinking and using drugs  I lost that confidence, it actually became the opposite.  I became very soft, mentally and physically. I knew that I was a shadow […]

Do You Need To Talk?

Starting right now, I plan on being available to talk to people throughout the day.  If you would like to talk with me, I can be reached on yahoo messenger @ ryanfreefromhell.  I will be on pretty much Monday through Thursday 8-4pm.  If you want advice or just going through a rough time, I am […]

How Low Can You Go?


This last year I  turned away from the dark and deceitful world that was my drug addiction, but back then,well, I made Darth Vader look like a unicorn.  My ex-girlfriend was interning at a magazine in NYC and I was a sloppy drug addict mess sleeping in her beautiful bedroom that she took such pride in decorating. She would be […]



My hunger is now unfathomable, though, it has not always been  this way.  Life  used to be a chore.  When my eyes opened in the morning I was disgusted to see that  I lived to see another day, made it through yet another sweat induced night.  Besides feeling sick physically, the war going on in my head […]

My Cover Is Unique


In today’s society, people have convinced themselves that they can judge anything and everything. We are our favorite critics. It seems that in every aspect, majority wins. Most people go with the flow in conversations with friends and acquaintances. People have an urge to fit in, be liked, respected by others. So that cover you […]

Impossible? Put That Shit To Bed!


  A few announcements before I start. I have been overwhelmed with the amount of support I have received since the start of this, this blog has given me the opportunity to release my story. My inbox on Facebook has been lit up with mail from friends, new friends, and people who could relate in […]

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